ugh, i’m so miserable around all of these people. they don’t care about anyone around them but themselves and they’d step on anyone to get their way and have their fun. i’m so tired of this environment. i thought maybe i’d be having the best year of my high school career but sadly i’ve been mistaken.
yet again, here i am, upset and tired of my current reality, desperately awaiting what the future will hold for me. but i know that while i wait for the happiness i think next year will bring i will almost most certainly be met with disappointment and sadness once again. i’ll be met with abandonment from my new peers and an inner boredom so severe… i don’t know what i’ll do.